September 2010
1 post
August 2010
22 posts
“…in that drunken place
you would
like to hand your heart to her
and say
touch it
but then
give it back.”
i haven’t cried in two years.
its officially aug 17th and its officially the day one of the best guys i have ever known died on his way home from my house.
i still remember the lasts of everything. like it was yesterday. like it was forever ago.
It feels really weird to know i certainly have an eating disorder but am still overweight. It also feels weird that i have never, not once, said either of those things outloud.
July 2010
19 posts
I must look like I’m running away
To you at your faster pace
I wonder what it is you could have seen, in me.
I’m the evil one who said.
Gonna let everything just happen
Just like my chest, my ears will pound
The collision is such an ugly sound.
the metal of those hearts that you always end up pressing your tongue to.
how your body still remembers things you told it to forget.
how those furious affections followed you.
i’ve got this store bought way of saying i’m ok, and you learned how to cry in total silence.
we’re talented and bright.
we’re lonely and uptight.
we’ve found some lovely ways to...
‘dead hearts are everywhere.’
the fact that people die, is something i still don’t understand.
June 2010
4 posts
oh, hi followers i didn’t even know i had!
Maybe i should start using this more frequently, aside from when i’m bummed.
May 2010
6 posts
